Mộng (ánh trăng vụt qua bỗng ta có chàng)

Trong giấc mơ em,
Người vẫn còn ở đây
Hai ta vẫn là một dưới ánh hoàng hôn màu máu
Hơi ấm vẫn bập bùng buổi tàn ngày. 

Trong giấc mơ em
Nhân gian chỉ là một cái ôm gói gọn
Một cái chạm vút qua, một nụ hôn còn nóng
Thế sự vô thường, nhưng quanh em vẫn còn. 

Trong giấc mơ em
Duyên mình sao mỏng manh đến thế
Tâm ta níu lấy chàng, không nguyện để một kiếp hóa thinh không. 

Trong mộng có chàng cùng ta, tâm tình chỉ cách một hơi thở
Ngoài mộng là chàng với ai, ta nhìn hơi thở ấy nay cách vạn dặm trùng dương.
Nhắm mắt lại, tay lẫn tim chàng ta đều có cả
Mở mắt ra, ánh dương hóa tuyết tàn
Xem nghìn mảnh chuyện mình tan về trăm phương

Mộng tưởng hão huyền này
Cũng phải đến lúc tàn phai.
Khi triêu dương nuốt chửng bóng hình người
Sẽ chỉ còn mình tôi trong một ngày nắng tắt quên đi nụ cười. 

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