Bones

Suck the blood off of my bone
Morsel of flesh on your tongue
Winter nights, bloodshot eyes
Slit my throat, love me alive.

Like bile, blood rises
Into the toilet bowl you scream
Did you see your reflection in the crimson excrement?
Love is a suffocating meal
so decapitate me.

Does the skin ever resist?
Does the tongue ever give in?
Through my ribs you're tearing
What are you looking for?
—said, a promise I'm dilapidating. 

And the heart never stopped pulsing
and the blood never stopped running
You bite into my carcass
—lousy entrails.

Feast of a lifetime
My stomach inside yours 
A vulture in a tux
Putrescent odor.

Singing heart valves
The pleasure of your belligerent feasting
through the cracks of your teeth, my intestine lining
still fresh
Blood pools.

Offal squelching 
You revel on top of my putrefaction.
I'm warm in your arms tonight
brain matter down your throat, tonight.

Call me a cheshire cat the way I smile
The crooked, gummy smile
Depleted of teeth 
so they're poking out the sockets of my eyes

There are bits of my brain on the wall and floor
Splattered like tofu
There's matter leaking out of my skull
You lapped it up then.

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